with a hybrid soul. slow children
tears fill up its growing petals;
as burgendy skin plagiarized
her canvas with black hope
and drying
eyes.
you were with me since I could
breathe. since jade opaque stones drew
circles on our tired for looking backs and
waterfall logs helped us forget we
were looking.
since the symbol became a symptom and sympathy had no voice no
meaning no thought in
our until.
everything you stood for clasped and burned down with lights.
i stood in darkness to wait for her to light up these walls and mine.
ever thine in reels of a real reality i'm constantly begging for rain in.
continuing to run away from and in her fortress i will keep finding love in.
their, the mommy please,
eyes are keeping me alive.
nothing else.
to end the cold and commence our broken; never to be whole again.
renounce to the elders green anguished arms and forgive myself for keeping it all packed into these tiny white frames.
forgive. myself.
i release you from my abused addiction.
I capitalize your reading.
exhale this exhaustion
murder my mind.
to live and love again.
