i am sorry

i am sorry that I left
you alone;
but it reminded me of my
remains and the plaid
memories that i sleep
with.

i am sorry I landed on your
corrupted lashes and i blinded
your seashore eyes into sore,
sore, fists.

the fishes are erupting our
net ladders and given no choice but
to hold their crystal breathes into
dessert tears. fill me with raw wool
and see how it feels when i skin
you alive.

i will breathe life into once more...

i come in peace ; i am imperfection.
but i am with you.