nude water

i know you now
more than ever there
is no we; you are everywhere
and everything i ever wanted.
beneath my black wishes i found
thin lines on my laughter and foreign
decaying prolonged my growing toward
you. and that was why we could not move
this is why we will not stand alone.
i removed my heart and placed it on
my temporary branches leaning behind
our cold feet.
dare me to fly without you
because  i won't move
i am no longer waiting for our vedas
to rewrite freedom.