subdued

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i flash my green tentacles 

across your sacral sea 

and in a seated homage 

to my swollen belly, 

i release all which no longer 

serves my sore spirit. 

once, i told my aura to fly further 

than i was built to; 

my bones collapsed and i was 

in an omniscient trance. 

where my legs became your voice

and the air my silent movie. 

subdued; the color of my intentions 

when i cared about their noise.

garden of me

my soul footed in

loose rocks and the earth 

is now beside me;

nor above nor below...

just drowned deeper

than the last strand of her

eclipsed storm.

where we were when

we birthed her; rain clouds dissipated 

underneath unscented 

timeless and faceless and

lessened bones;

this is where now brings

gentle fire and thick breathes 

tilted towards our combined 

chaturanga. this is how i invite

you where she once grew into and

out of...

let my fingertips guide your

dance my little indigo,

and follow my inner patience as it

lights your growth. you have already 

enlightened this new, full moon

and i await your freshly voided

tears.

i love you in all of your incomplete 

and will love you in all

your formless and forms.

i can't wait to meet you...too.