colours are for everyone ; black is for me

down my back into
the abyss of spinal
theories and third eye
procrastination. i met
your prelude after i
died daily. i die daily
i die daily. i told you that.

where hidden rainbows
were shy, black scales were
resting perfectly on my
paragraph torso. i am paralyzed
with grief and tormented by
by my scars. wounded by
the bruises your silent
gaze burned into my
spirit but i flourished
without this cocooned
reality.

remember the time we
opened our hearts and closed
our thoughts and said that the
space between us died?

well i wish it were true.

look at me; find me once
more so that time can finally

pass down my empty throat.

i explained me

in explosions and all i
had left was a breath taken
out of a long distance miracle.

you are my symptom from
becoming the best blue blood
my veins fired us from.
free skies hollow clouds
one word to
worlds of us.

slow movements across
us through our integrity
and fortress thunder still
in you deep rooted in our
designated foreshadow.

remember.. I told you already.
remember me.

Gavin Rossdale- Glycerine

not mine... but me

Must be your skin that I'm sinking in
Must be for real 'cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind
It's not my kind
It's not my time to wonder why
Everything's gone white
And everything's grey
Now you're here now you're away
I don't want this
Remember that
I'll never forget where you're at

Don't let the days go by
Glycerin
Glycerin

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one
Or do you lie
We live in a wheel
Where everyone steals
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields
If I treated you bad
You bruise my face
Couldn't love you more
You got a beautiful taste

Don't let the days go by
Could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
Should I have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me

Glycerin
Glycerin
Don't let the days go by
Glycerin
Don't let the days go by
Glycerin, glycerin
Glycerin, glycerin

Bad moon white again
Bad moon white again
And she falls around me
I needed you more
You wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
It might just be
Clear simple and plain
That's just fine
That's just one of my names
Don't let the days go by
Could've been easier on you, you, you
Glycerine
Glycerine
Glycerine
Glycerine

Gavin Rossdale

crisped afloat

floating bodies forecasted
as cloudy days; we parked our
steel engines against your tide
and pretended to swim all while
playing dress up with 'fearless'.

crippled goals commit
emotional suicide by and
by; before i was even born your
smiled infected me.
you encourage my peace
and shake my core to break
free from the shackles these
high stars bruised upon my grace.

shakedown my nutrients so that
i may humble our naked breathes
towards the skies to dance and
fight the rain. to love the rain
and make love.

goodnight then goodbye

first let me in so i
can despair you with truth.
find my way with black
backward spaces beneath
the coral rain glow of my
unidentified corpse. goodnight
to her frozen lids of temper
and alone. goodbye to her
never enough and always
ending too much.

tonight i pray without me
and instead i bow my
head to your beating glory.
the diluted logic the bare
earthquake of  metal hearts
of plural bloody murals painted
by me , for inside me.

torn through the ages
into pieces worn
in understanding mornings
and disappointed nights;
let the new moons finally
glow through my opaque
omniscience in a third eye
us.