tap into inside

tap into inside me
and when i reach over to
pick up your dance from
the thin air your angry created
i will subtle your tides and confront
my enemy; my indigo turned black.


black nails scratching against
a repetitive wall where the
steal handles once seated my
salt-water tears;
now i bleed nothing reds and
i forgive each skin as it falls off-
falls free from freedom free of its'
word free from this writing
this word that i feel.


nourish my back as i breathe you
in as i breathe her out as i
welcome them here as i pronounce
their death as i open your heart
as i close my wounds as i live to die
daily as i free my daylight eyes
and close them for the first time,
into a last-time black.
blank.
empty; omniscience.

cultured skin

dripping antiques
off my fingertips and into
your black ballad of tears;
I created a culture in your
seams of appreciation and
lost laced leaves while i
was digging for truth.

and unto me you fluttered
your desperate wings of
curated beliefs and nutty clouds
all packed into an eyelid ;
closed for the seasons.

inside of you i find our meaning
and if you come closer to this blue
i fear your omniscient opal
thoughts will die in a drowned
temptation of fury and delightful
curiosity. wagon of dreams
sweetened with a fractioned pear.

inside of me.

can i need

can i need you more
than thin tan lines across
our garden of course forevers;
where empties and heartbeats
collide.

where i am; a this in the salvation of
our morning elbow dance and
fight to free my intentions into
space.

the mystery of this life

underlined once again with

a repetition and tear falling

in between the word an its'

rhyme.

so I walk away and hug a solitude

air born memory; goodbye tomorrow

I will never hold your forever again.

I will forever space out these capital i's

and always miss these 

distant eyes.