surrender

there were surrenders that

happened before my off beat

became real. indigo diagnoses

portrayed just how far we bled

and when your branched remorse held

on to mine we were the last

butterflies that 

tornado falsed the skies.

 

eye

she folded their eyes so
that they could see her
particle freedom dancer
glowing beside our wings;
blessed be the day you
came to never leave
my truth. immaculate tresses
fall free from northern leaves
and its' shadow held on to
my withered arm. i let
go to finally breathe out
and close my eyes to open
my eye.

again

because i was broken and terrified
of our leaves that were filtered through
acid rain; our tears were dancing with
the rain’s acid. you should have
warned me to be free before
this destruction; instead i
killed my self to be free
at last. more than the wind we
we were the reasons behind
alive. to write in you again
without sacrificing my
peaceful stars was heaven
proclaiming to be mine.
if you stop capitalizing me we
may never meet again.
until than i will trust your
abrupt stops and dance
with your nameless lives.